8.11.03
New Age Spiritual Wanna-be Gets World-View Validated By African Alkaloid
At one point, I heard him scream out, "No! No! No!" He saw a possible future for himself if he didn't kick heroin - becoming a dishwasher, sinking into dissolute old age with a bad back and a paunch. He asked what he could do to help save the world. He was told: "Clean up your room!"
—Daniel Pinchbeck/Guardian UK
7.11.03
But I have never placed it above everything.
If, on the other hand, I need it, it is because it cannot be separated from my fellow men, and it allows me to live, such as I am, on one level with them. It is a means of stirring the greatest number of people by offering them a privileged picture of common joys and sufferings. It obliges the artist not to keep himself apart; it subjects him to the most humble and the most universal truth. And often he who has chosen the fate of the artist because he felt himself to be different soon realizes that he can maintain neither his art nor his difference unless he admits that he is like the others. The artist forges himself to the others, midway between the beauty he cannot do without and the community he cannot tear himself away from. That is why true artists scorn nothing: they are obliged to understand rather than to judge.
Albert Camus
speech at the Nobel Banquet, Stockholm, December 10, 1957 (translated)
link :::wood s lot:::
...the sharp little waves dusted with snow,
fish in their tin armor.
That's what I like about disappointment:
the way it slows you down...
—
...She played the flute, he played the fiddle
and the moon came up over the barn...
Disappointment
Tony Hoagland
from What Narcissism Means to Me
Poetry Daily 11.07.03
6.11.03
...Not because you love my voice...
Yellow From a Distance
Karen Whalley
Verse Daily 11.06.03
Animal Housing Projectile
'Thus began the reign of the self-satisfied preppie, which turned out no better than the reign of the self-satisfied hippie. These boys had been presented with a platinum credit line of forgiveness even before their consciences had dropped. And they put it to use.'
—Ray Davis is the Count of Monte Christo with a Tek-9
W.S. Merwin
Q: So many of your poems describe the place that you’re in, but also what you’re feeling about it. How do those poems come about?
A: Robert Louis Stevenson said a writer should always have two little books: one to read and one to write in. I have had a little notebook ever since I was in college. So I take notes. Sometimes, out of them, something comes. I really don’t know how poems happen. I know they begin by hearing something in language.
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Q: Some of your poems talk about living in the moment, not trying to live so far in the future. We all struggle to do that, don’t we?
A: I think that we have to do it all the time. One of the things about the human mind is the imagination which is the source of everything wonderful and the source of being able to put ourselves into other people’s situations and to recognize that suffering is universal and to recognize that other people’s joys and sorrows are not so very different from our own. But it’s also something that insinuates itself between us and what is immediately around us. Even in moments of great joy and pleasure, we find ourselves thinking about something else or imagining something else. We live with both of these things. I don’t think that you can undo that, but you can become aware that it’s so. That makes that scrim between you and the world around you become a little bit more transparent. So that you can live a little bit more in the present. But I think you have to keep reminding yourself.
—Johnette Rodriguez/Providence Phoenix 10.24-30.03
Tina Manley is everywhere
even Iran
Baghdad
Moscow
Guatemala
link Sprezzatura
5.11.03
Edwina White
She has just exhibited “Skin Tight’- a series of portraits of missing persons tattooed on suede and is currently working a series based on a New York Times crossword (July 25, 2003).
She mentors a student whose name roughly translates as Sweet mother of god.
Edwina will exit Brooklyn for a month come late September to exhibit new works at the Magma Clerkenwell Bookstore, London, to catch the last days of the Art of Chess show at Somerset House- and visit a vampire club somewhere in Berlin.
Edwina White at Kate Larkworthy
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google for Edwina White led to a list of m-c's favorite illustrators
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and thence to Love Letter To The Land: the slugs are resting in the earth now
by Katherine Dunn
fisherwoman
fly fishing
4.11.03
autothaumaturgist: person pretending to be mystical or mysterious
3.11.03
76 blowjobs
from Jason Salavon
They forage at night from the bottom of streams and ponds. Platypus automatically close their eyes and ears in water. To locate prey, the platypus use their bill. The platypus bill has hundreds of tiny receptors which respond to touch and tiny electro-currents produced when invertebrates move in water.
Platypus
Biological Diversity
Earlham College, Richmond, Indiana
Vachel Lindsay and Charlotte Mew enter the mop-bucket of eternity
...the painter no longer in touch with people who don't look at pictures begins to die as a painter. The actor whose life has moved from the marketplace to the studio acts falsely. The novelist grown remote from people who don't read, becomes untrue to people who do read. The thinker who loses contact with people who don't think at all, no longer thinks justly. As the critic whose only wellspring is the work of other men at last gets to know all there is to know about literature. Except how to enjoy it...
Nelson Algren
in Michael Ventura's Letters at 3 AM
Austin Chronicle 10.31.03
link path thru languagehat via commonbeauty
Bark roofs adjoin a pathway through a mountain village
Yao cun
Chinese Rural Architecture
Olivier Laude
Atlas Magazine 6
the green life of change
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...The present marred with reason gone,
And past and present both as one
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the silent and impartial stream of time, where the periodicals of fashion will have done with stilted praise
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The gypsy knocks his hands and tucks them up,
And seeks his squalid camp, half hid in snow,
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The pigs sleep in the sty; the bookman comes—
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19th century English poet John Clare
Humanities Web
Ready to Go eBooks
Univ. Toronto Representative Poetry Online
Old Poetry
2.11.03
"pro-social" message
There is another, less-often discussed aspect to the Wiggles' success, and it has something to do with the Blue Wiggle, Anthony Field (once named Australian Bachelor of the Year, and who has kept many mums entertained while their children watched Dorothy the Dinosaur). But Anthony is married now...
—Caroline Overington/Sydney Morning Herald 11.03.03
1.11.03
"If you want your children to be brilliant, tell them fairy tales. If you want them to be very brilliant, tell them even more fairy tales."
— Albert Einstein.
at the Daily Bleed
"Dominique
I Am Not A Star
—
She changed her name to Luc Dominique and recorded the controversial Glory Be To God For The Golden Pill.
—
She left the church in 1967 to pursue a professional singing career, but her songs grew more and more political through the years. Then she and her partner, Annie Pescher, founded a school for autistic children. Her world came toppling down in the '80s, when the Belgian government billed her for $60,000 in back taxes on her earnings as Soeur Sourire, even though all of the money had been donated to her convent. Facing bankruptcy, the singing nun killed herself in a suicide pact with Pescher (who was rumored to be her lover) - an ending you would never see in an MGM musical.
The Singing Nun (1966), MGM's highly fictionalized story of the real-life nun who rose to the top of the pop charts
on TCM:Tuesday 11/18/2003 01:00 PM
31.10.03
Landscape
Jack Fitch
Fitch lost touch with his relatives. He never married and lived quietly and alone in a small flat on Minna Street in San Francisco. He had no other education after leaving Minnesota, but took a few WPA art classes while in the Bay Area. He set up his easel in his apartment and filled it with canvasses, which often were painted on both sides. He painted memories, families, mothers and children, gardens, mountain meadows and forest landscapes, things he considered "pleasant matters." He kept all his paint-ings in his apartment and could not be convinced to share them.
—Ames Gallery
link path thru gmtplus9
30.10.03
"mediocre efforts masterminded by marketing men"
Paul Weller's apt description of record companies starts with an 's'
—Ananova 07.03.03
Medicine Man The Forgotten Museum of Henry Wellcome
with The Phantom Museum, a film by the Brothers Quay
at The British Museum
________
link from the lovely and whimsical Sophie Blackall
28.10.03
Singularity
...quantum physics versus the convenience stores. “Nothing is absolute. Comfortably real, our world is constructed from overlapping possibilites. Added together we perceive a seamless reality in a discontinuous world.”
Alice and Martina Mrongovius
Noise (AU)
Orange Alert
Kirsten Ulve
Heavy Backpack
Camille Rose Garcia
Fafi links list
26.10.03
Me And Jesus The Pimp In A '79 Granada Last Night
...Ain't got no close potnahs, socially I cain't function
From the pen he would scribe, on how to survive:
"Don't be Microsoft, be Macintosh with a Hard Drive"
Used to tell me all the time to keep a bitch broke
Did I mention that my momma was his number one hoe?
Clunked the 40 on the flo' and placed his palm on the dash
and wheezed out, "C'mon man, make this motherfucker mash!"
Ain't gon' mash too fast, cause my tags ain't right
Me and Jesus the Pimp in a '79 Granada last night
Chorus: *sung* (2X)
Oakland do you wanna ride?
I can't hear you! Oakland do you wanna ride tonight?
[Boots]
City lights from far way can make you drop yo' jaw
Sparklin' like sequins on a transvestite at Mardi Gras
There's beauty in the cracks of the cement
When I was five I hopped over them wherever we went to prevent
whatever it was that could break my momma's back
Little did I know that it would roll up in a Cadillac
And matta-fact, she couldn't see him like a cataract
And on the track, she went from beautiful to battleaxe
And back at home, she would cry into her pillow
Vomit in the commode, I was six years old
I would crawl onto her lap and we would hug and hold
She asked me what I thought of Jesus when he broke off some bread
I said, "He missin' a arm, and he seem like a pee-pee head"
She said, "Don't cuss," and my teeth to go brush
And get ready for bed, and the toilet to flush
With tears in my momma's eyes, I was her everything
Before she went out on the stroll
She'd tuck me into bed and sing:
You're much too beautiful for words (4X)
—The Coup
9 years ago
Genocide and Juice
"Well, if you're blind as Helen Keller
you can see I'm David Rockefeller
So much cash, up in my bathroom there's a Ready Teller"
"Don't let me get my flex on
Do some gangsta shit
Make the army go to war for Exxon
Long as the money flow, I'll be makin' dough
Welcome to my little pimp school
How you gonna beat me at this game?
I made the rules"
'Why don't you rap for us?'
'No, no, no, no'
'Come on boy I did mine'
'It's so... tribal'
'Well, very well'
'Oh, goodie'
'But hold my martini...
I have to do those hand gestures.'
—
"Just say no to drugs
But say yes to what?"
—The Coup/seditionists.org
Flown from the generation of WATER
...night drenched and steaming, a moonless night
on the street of the militia,
the book of hell lay in the gutter,
the pages oozing, the black print blurred
back into pulpy weight;
I wrapped it in my coat and carried it to my room...
—Susan Stewart/ Poetry Daily 10.26.03
the trial of Warren Hastings
"Those who could not raise the money were most cruelly tortured: cords were drawn tight round their fingers, till the flesh of the four on each hand was actually incorporated, and became one solid mass: the fingers were then separated again by wedges of iron and wood driven between them. Others were tied two and two by the feet, and thrown across a wooden bar, upon which they hung, with their feet uppermost; they were then beat on the soles of the feet, till their toenails droped off. They were afterwards beat about the head till the blood gushed out at the mouth, nose and ear; they were also flogged upon the naked body with bamboo canes, and prickly bushes, and, above all, with some poisonous weeds, which were of a most caustic nature, and burnt at every touch."
—Morbid Fact Du Jour 10.13.03
Ω{So I was debating whether or not and how to put up the biography of Jane Austen I've been reading, last night in fact, trying to marshall the perspicuity to do it justice, it's a warm, loving, and agile book, like being at an Aunt's house you know well and know she loves you and she loves the things she sets before you out of love for you and for the things themselves.
So then there was this. Hastings was the cuckolder of Austen's uncle, almost certainly the father of her cousin by her father's (married to another) sister. It's important to Austen's life story because it elevates the cousin, Hastings being a man of considerable wealth and position, and the cousin a close member of the extended Austen family.
My own biography is such that my sympathies for Austen, which Claire Tomalin has secured in perpetuity, in this context seem connected to or excusing of the cuckoldry and 'poisonous weeds' of Hastings. But truth to tell the author of 'Sense and Sensibility' had no direct connection to that colonial backwash, other than being alive, and in her social place by birth in contemporary England. One of her closest non-relative friends seems to have been a servant, Anne Sharpe. And her work has achieved more lasting gain in the awakening to, and restructuring of, an inequitable social contract, than many more directly confrontational authors'.
Tomalin's prose lilts:
'They would still be writing to one another, the sort of cheerful informative letters their mother wrote to her friends and relations; but the significant adventure of their lives—the brief, high moment which set a young woman at the centre of the stage and saw her determine her future by her actions—would have been accomplished long since and passed into history.'
In addition, Ms. Tomalin supplies a reference to Robert Bage's Hermsprong; or, Man As He Is Not, which can be found online, entire, free as the library ever was.
'If human nature be always the same, it cannot have changed much since Mr. Addison's time; and there may still be readers who will peruse a book with more satisfaction, when they know something of its author. The question now, perhaps, would not be so much, whether he is tall or short, round faced or long; as, How does he dress? Is he a person of any fashion? What his rank? What his condition? But before I reply to these interrogatories, I must answer another species of curiosity, which may, especially after perusal, arise in the minds of some readers: Why did he write at all?'
Hermsprong VOL. 1, chap. 1
24.10.03
talking like a pirate
way back in May
page 2 bottom
23.10.03
Tetris
Tim: Which button do I press to make the blocks explode?
EGM: Sorry, they don't explode.
Becky: This is boring.
—Relevant History 10.22.03
"everyone who made this game is dead by now."
Alexey Pajitnov wanted to produce more computer games, but he felt that the Soviet Union did not have a large enough consumer base to support such a market. He moved to the United States in 1991 after visiting in 1990. Pajitnov ended up working for Microsoft's gaming division.
Pajitnov likes puzzle games the best. He is not a fan of shooters. He is currently working on a second version of Pandora's Box.
—tech TV
22.10.03
Her Way
Asking my husband to help me write a song would be like asking him to salt my food to his taste. I wouldn't do it. We're not perfectly compatible in our imaginations. It's almost like coming from different countries, being from Texas and New York.
—E. Brickell/NYTimes
20.10.03
Happy Birthday Tom Petty
Here are disc jockeys with hands tied by corporate owners, cynical executives getting rich off disposable pop stars, and a singer performing for wine-sipping poseurs while his real fans look on, disheartened, from the cheap seats.David Bauder AP 10.10.02
Is this a career suicide note from an act only seven months removed from induction into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame?
Keep listening.
The concept album, THE LAST DJ, is actually a broad indictment of American culture using the music business as a metaphor. It ends on a hopeful note, arguing that marketers and moneymen can't bottle what's in the heart.
'I really have dedicated my entire life to this music — not that I didn't want to, or even have a choice,' said the 51-year-old Petty. 'It overcame me at an early age in a big way. I care about it, and I don't want to see it reduced to a silly caricature.'
—TPHB home
Sleeper
Dog Women
Paula Rego
link the astonishing cipango
cipango is astonishing
19.10.03
Fafi
Lisa Yuskavage
Flip
Next
a primer on urban painting
Suzi's Wonderland
caligrafia
"Done on several visits at a high-risk location, 1991-92. The first application was a splash of light green thrown from about four yards away."
John Howard
brok
also brok
le club
linkpath gmtplus9
18.10.03
17.10.03
"...I saw them coming, huge butterflys and birds and sailing ships hovering ten feet off the ground. Phil, dressed in a Kaiser Wilhelm outfit, spiked helmet and high polished boots, led the way, marking the beat with a drum major's baton. Behind him the pranksters in their garish garbs pushed long bamboo poles in front of them, kites of all descriptions tied to the tips of the poles. Behind them came the bus, George at the wheel, pranksters hanging out the windows, perched on top; tootling whistles, banging drums, clanging bells.
Bringing up the rear was Kesey, in his red white and blue top hat, white vest covered with blue stars. Red and white striped pants tucked into cowboy boots. He was riding in a one person surrey, pulled by a brown and white cow..."
—Capn Skyp/Skypilotclub 10.16.03
16.10.03
Shelley Jackson on Tove Jansson
"... like a Gregor Samsa action figure (morphs into a giant beetle!) or a Waiting for Godot snow globe..."
"...the little dog Sorry-oo, who wants to run with the wolves, realizes they regard him as dinner, and being a pet suddenly doesn't look so bad..."
"When I realized Jansson wrote this the year her own mother died, all the hair on my arms stood up..."
"This is all the comfort we are offered, and it is a stern comfort, but a real one: What we love is taken away, and we may never get it back; but spring returns."
Shelley Jackson/LA Weekly 04.03-09.02
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Shelley Jackson's Ineradicable Stain
15.10.03
13.10.03
The Last Cricket in Ohio Sings a Song of Wilderness
"...Shivers in the trees, a stirring
of birds. The crickets chant
their names until..."
David Citino/Verse Daily 10.13.03
"...demonstrating that a happy slave is an extinct man!"
—Frederick Douglas
what the internet was like back in 1992.
ibiblio: the public's library and digital archive
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Also at ibiblio:
McGuinn, since November '95.
8 years of the folk tradition online, as free as it came to him.
12.10.03
Mystic River
"This movie is a historic achievement: Clint Eastwood, an icon of violence, has made us loathe violence as an obscenity. “Mystic River” hurts the way sad stories always hurt, but the craft and love with which it has been made transfigure pain into a moviegoer’s rapture."
—David Denby/New Yorker 10.12.03
Ω{an historic achievement}
A Hundred Won Dalmatians
Stewards and Leapers
Patricia Vigderman
10.10.03
The American Skin
Something about how dirty it was. How forgotten everyone seemed.
Tyler Ondine
9.10.03
Ω{Typepad is selling itself for $60 a year; and it seems to have been born afflicted with that highly contagious albinism that's hit so many of the elect lately.
In my lonesome search for identity and community, I must confess, I surrendered a time or two to dreams of acceptance and the right to wear the light-skinned badge of the chosen.
Not that now I think there's anything intrinsically wrong with lots of white space and light green highlights.
I do, though, think it's long past time for the truly democratic potential of the online world to be defended, and the people walking away from the front lines of that defense as fast as they can should not be allowed to do so with impunity.
In this context technical sophistication is like intellectual prowess, and both in turn are like great wealth, an equivalent responsibility attends their reward.}
Milk and Honey
Dan Bellm/Poetry Daily 09. .03
Wednesday, May 14 1:31 a.m.
Two turgid grease drums leaked distilled bodily roilings of food animals into the alley behind a Plaza hotel. To that slickened scenario, add a doddering drunk name of John Doe whose wallet had been retained by a nearby bartender. The grease and drunk were absorbed by separate forces
—Arcata Police Log/Arcata Eye 06.09.03
8.10.03
Rose Macaulay
As a young woman novelist living near Grantchester, Macaulay got to know her father's pupil, Rupert Brooke. She published a novel in 1911 in which a tortured young man remembers a childhood sanctuary in the country as a place of bees and honey. "And will there be honey for tea?" he asks. A year later, Brooke wrote "The Sentimental Exile", his first version of "The Old Vicarage, Grantchester", with his most famous line: "And is there honey still for tea?" LeFanu suggests that Brooke stole this from Macaulay; if so, it would be typical of the way her writing, and her story, have been overshadowed by her more famous contemporaries.
—review of Rose Macaulay a biography by Sarah LeFanu
Hermione Lee/Guardian UK 06.14.03
Suicide on the wire
Helga Weissova-Hoskova
death camp art
crimes and punishment (fifth panel)
Apocatastasis (age filter 18 or older)
7.10.03
Allesandra Sanguinetti
Page 4, Càida Libre: Imagen de Argentina
The Salt Mine an online magazine about photography
Attempts were also being made to get Mano released on bail, he said.
—Times of India 09.06.03
NWA
cultural dissonance heads-up from
Agenda Bender
4.10.03
from The Woman at the Washington Zoo
...Vulture,
When you come for the white rat that the foxes left,
Take off the red helmet of your head, the black
Wings that have shadowed me, and step to me as man:
The wild brother at whose feet the white wolves fawn,
To whose hand of power the great lioness
Stalks, purring. . . .
—Randall Jarrell
The Academy of American Poets
3.10.03
I know she's a tracker, any scarlet would back her
A/E E D/E A E D
They say she's a chooser, but I just can't refuse her
—Robbie Robertson/The Band Chest Fever
Chooser - A performer who goes to see other acts to steal material.
—vaudeville slang